recant

ok, i take back what i said about not knowing what i believe. i know what i believe. it's just deep down and a little ignored.

this is tough

the latest casualty of my less-than-stellar relationship with God seems to be my moral compass. Now lets not freak out here, i won't be holding up your neighborhood convenience store or anything foolish like that. I'm noticing issues that are grey to begin with, seem to be getting greyer. Like maybe i figured out what i believe at some point, but i've forgotten what i decided, and not i'm not so sure. I'm glad, though, to have awesome people to talk to, so i'm not completely alone with my crazy thoughts. oh belive me, you do not want to know everything that goes on underneath my fabulous hair ;)