ich bin in Deutschland

So here i am in Germany. It's really beautiful here. everything is clean and the houses are usually massive. Right now we are in Espelkamp, staying in a holiday house for a few days while we practice with the German singers. I'm kind of nervous about after everyone else leaves and it's just me and Heidi. I hope everything will go okay. But you can't always be safe and boring right? Anyways, oh yeah! For the last 3 days we will be in Berlin with.....Antonia! And then on the 22nd we will stay at her house in Lüneberg. Please keep us in your prayers. i love you guys.

You're oh peean

T-minus 4 days and counting. I'm going to Europe! It's sunny today! But i have to go shopping for all the stuff I need or my mother will feel like i'm unprepared which will make her worry more than she already is. i moved out of CBC yesterday, which was really wierd. It's wierd to think my room isn't mine and i'm never going back.........just dwellt on that a bit. Marie leaves Wednesday morning. I will be sad. I hate saying goodbye and i'm not very good at it. but it seems necessary when faced with the realization that i might not see these people again on earth.
Anyways, could you guys pray for me and Heidi especially for the part of the trip that we're on our own? People are starting to tell my mom scare stories about how unsafe especially Italy is and some of it is creeping into my mind. Any strapping lads want to accompany us? Anyways, thanks guys.
Love

life is so hard, i just wanna go home.