among my scattered thoughts is this one: i would like to be a better friend. i've come out of a wrestling match with "how come no one calls me" and decided that Jesus would probably be okay with being the one who makes the plans. But then (and i believe this is Satan trying to deter me) i think about all the people i would like to be closer with and it just seems like i could never do it. I feel like i'd be hanging out every evening for the rest of my life. But gosh darn it i've got to try. i've also come to the conclusion that i should hang out more with just girls on my own, like not me and phil hanging out with other couples. everyone's got all these friend pics that i'm missing out on. i feel like i haven't had any girly fun in awhile. actually i kind of cringed at that phrase "girly fun". but you know what i mean. so in summation, beware my friends, i'm coming to get you. maybe not physically, as winnipeg is a $10-$20 drive, but i will bombard you with emails and facebook messages!! haHA.