so for the last oh 4-6 weeks i've made a meal plan (for suppers) every weekend and had my shopping list ready for shopping-day-tuesday. and then this weekend my desire to do that completely vanished. i'm no longer interested in planning (or cleaning for that matter, apparently) and making meals. well i am, but i don't want to put in the effort. i want to make cookies and muffins and cupcakes. somehow i've managed to make it til thursday and i don't think phil has noticed. today is the first official cfl day, and we'll be watching football from 6-12 probably. i was thinking of just having a bunch of snacks for supper, because we'll be on the couch all evening anyways. but i hope i get back on the wagon again, it's nice to create something everyday.

yesterday autumn and i went to channel swim. i managed to make it about 24 laps (12 if you count there and back as a lap) i think, didn't really count, was more focused on breathing. she taught me a new stroke though, where you only kick your legs. i'm not sore yet, but i expect to feel it this evening.

i had a much better day yesterday, but today is back to the same old boring in which i pretty much finish my work by 8:30 and then peruse the internet for the remaining 4 hours. i have 28 minutes left to kill. in the eternal words of garfield: "AAARRRRGH!"