mood swing

i know i just posted. but i was just listening to "transatlanticisim" by death cab, and it made me feel all rainy inside. i get this way sometimes, like when i feel like i'll never be able to listen to all the good music, see all the good movies, read all the good books, see/take all the good pictures in time. it just seems so hopeless, but i'm frantic to get it done. what a horrible goal to have on your to-do list. and i now hate the pink of my blog, but i'm too lazy to change all my settings over to something blog-frocky. i need a hug.